today was gay.....

today was as boring as any old day..... but i finally get spanish nouns pronouns and verbs in my freshmen year...lets just see if i pass the finals.......i didnt see shane today at school only because i didnt want to see shane today at school.......i was informed that an ugly black guys likes me hes really nice though...his names febreeze yeah kool name......and i rode th bus home and i called brian aka terd.....a faggot (jessies crush)(jessies my bff) and i tripped killian aka queer(some lil 8th grader i almost went out with 4 years ago).......and now im at jessies writting this on her lap top while shes checking her myspace........

ok one of my secrets that i posted no longer applies to my life anymore...yeah the one that i said i like one of my best friends boyfriend ace i hate him only because he ditches me at lunch for this chick named marcelle.....shes gay and i tried to tell sam aka stacy junior...but guess how that turned out.....no way i love him blah blah blah blah blah ewwwwwwww sick ur gay sam and if you ever find out i have this blogg i'll just laugh in ur gay stupid face and say ur one of the stupidest friends i have ever met in my whole fucking life!!! ur whole self confidence is based on ur bf's..witch right now it would be ace...he doesnt do anything with u like take u to the movies without his fuck buddies andrew and tyler fuckaluck therefore you cant invite ur friends cuz they dont like us...he doesnt think and if he does....he just doesnt care!!!!.......he never wants to hang with us at the football game and the only time he ever wants to hang out with you is at my house!!!! you kno y sam??? huh??? cuz all he wants to do is makeout with you........he doesnt love you....he doesnt like the two of ur best friends in the world and as far as im concerned...ur choosing hoes b4 bros......

wut about the lil bastards day?

ok i absolutly hate shane.....i walked passed this character when i was walking to my 3rd hr. when i was late and i seen him walking to his class and talking to all his fuck buddies, and i just walked passed him like i didnt see him...you wanna kno wut he said??good! he said "well fuck you too victoria" when i walked passed him because i didn't give him a hug!!!! i turned around and gave him a mean ass look and was all "excuse me" he held out his arms and i gave him a hug!! wtf was i thinking...i should of said "you do it to me all the time" then walk away...but i didnt.....its weird its like someone takes over my body when im trying to be mean to him and it sucks so badly....then he text me and told me he had a dream and i was in it...it was about him in a apartment and i was yelling at him...i started laughing and said thats gay i gtg bye...lol....hahahah i love fucking with his head cuz he made me so mad..that lil bastard used me and i hate him for it.............

shane is fucking gay

i went to the gilbert dance....it was gay....shane danced wit me but everytime his gay lil fuck buddy ryan came...he'd back away from me and it really pissed me off...then other guys would come up and dance it was really really really really gay....i hate shane he has a girlfriend i hate him i hate him i hate him fuck him that gay lil fucker...................fuck!!!!

gay day....

yeah ok so yesturday....i was at the game for our mhs football varsity team wit jessy....and i was suppose to see shane there. the senior i like. well i seen him he gave me a hug then left .....came bakk picked me up when he gave me a hug....then left....then ran past and was all "it was nice seeing you but i gtg bye." wwwttttffffffff!!!! he came therr to see me and he barley even talked to me dude i was so pissed on top of that...right before he arrived...this kid name smalls said i looked so skinny i could be anerexic so i stole his hat and wouldnt give ti bakk...well his lilbuddys grabbed it from me and then i ran after them to get it bakk....this kid named courtney...yeah a guy names courtney hahahahhaha...courtney!!! anyways he ran at me adn tried to stop me and his knee jammed into my quad or like my femer bone....i was limping th whole time and my dad said it might be fractured or i tore a legement or a muscle er whateva....so im suppose to be at school right now and im not....: [ pitty hahah but yeah it hurts so bad and ima get cruches today hahaha i look like a penguin when i walk....and last night sux so freaken bad it was sad :[ i almost cried....litterally.... : [

ok..so i kno that i like this guy......shane....but he said he dont know if he likes me cuz he needs to get to know me and he cant like someone he dont know.....but yet he kisses me and hugs me everyday at school...its funny and weird but i kind of like it....once we get to know each other we can me bf and gf......then it will be great.......

i told my mom of this situation and this is what she said

"since he is so much older and very mature he probly does it like us grown ups do.....you date hang out get to know each other....and you never really ask each other to be your boyfriend and girlfriend....after a couple of dates it just kind of happens ya kno?"

my moms so entirley smart i love it.....

other than that nothing very exciting happend besides the fact that lakeland was flirting with me so entirly much today.....but i like shane so much better

home coming sweet heart!!!!

ima tell u the best week of my whole damn life....i went to this gay lil bon fire wit this gay chick named jessy and i kissed this kid named angelo..for his giant clip....maka didnt want to go out wit me anymore for it so im all fuck it.....at the bon fire these guys were surving each other and they were like dancing right??? this really hott dude is all dancin and it was hott!!
later he seen me and jessy and asked us if we were gonna go to some assembly to watch him dance..were all yeah...we exchanged names and it was great....
later we seen him at school and he looked at me and was all "why u never text me." im all "i dont have ur #" he said "whos fault is that" im all like omg wow this is sweet...i asked him for his # and hes all text me....

i seen him at the game and i was texting him...he gave me a hug....then he texted me and asked if i was goin to home coming.....home coming is one of the biggest dancing in high school....so i said yeah and he asked if i wanted to dance wit him...and im all sure...


home coming-

i was there and it was kind of boring but i looked so cute...i seen shane and hes all u guys are lame lets dance....he grabbed my hand and we started dancin...we were all grinding and stuff and it was great i almost passed out he was so damn hot...thing is.....hes a senior....but when the slow song came on he grabbed my arms wrapped them around his neck and we danced....his face gradually kept getting closer to mine....closer and closer...next thing i knew...we were kissing........ooooommmmmmmffffffffggggggg!!!!! i she good!!!! everyone seen us and it was great cuz all the girls were all "omg victoria i hate u ur so freaken lucky" im like hell ya!!!! then he kissed me later that night

were not going out but i know he likes me and wants to get to kno me alot
the best part about this is....my mom doesn't care hes a senior cuz she went out wit a senior when she was a freshmen


i luv it i luv it i luv it!!! then he kissed me at shcool when i walked him to the nurse cuz he felt realy sick and had a high temp...hes all i hope i dont get u sick and im all idc its worth it!!!!!!!

today at my wonderful mhs....jus kidding mhs is gay

so today it was gay cuz i went blind in 3rd hr. like no joke........i couldnt see out of my right eye and it was pissing me off cuz i had trouble reading then it went away bye the end of class....i got fitted in orchestra for these gay ass outfits.......dude there so ghetto its unreal....but at lunch i hung out with my best friends boyfriend....ace and he has such a hot friend.....his name is lakeland if thats how u spell his name but everyone calls him lakey....

and i also like this kid named maka....

omgomgomgomg and lakey just messaged me on myspace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that made my day

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